It really wasn't so long ago, that I took that final hit... the one that sent me over the edge, the one that leaves me still falling into this darkness.

 

Of all the things that have happened in my life, nothing compaired to it.

 

At an early age, I watched my older brother murder my mother, he was insane.

It was then that my twin sister Sage and I decided that he must die, we couldn't let him loose on the world.

Three months later our small hands were covered in his blood.

 

Our father left us then, with our baby sister, and all of our other siblings had left us behind.

Our father should be dead by now, I left him wounded, I hope he's dead.

 

Then I was lost, lost to myself and the world around me.

 

A vampire named Micheal took me in, I was his sexual toy... But I am not mad at him. When he disapeared I found myself in a bordello.

 

The man that owns it took me as his own pleasure thing too. Which I enjoyed for a while, Until I met a woman, who terrified me.

 

Turns out, in the grand scheme of things that she was the first person outside of my family that I would ever develop strong feelings for.

 

I loved her... My Mistress...

 

Now she's gone, never to return.

 

So I have decided that I will always be her's.

 

Even though in the begining I didn't know where to go, after I lost her. I'll be the first to admit, by the standards of sanity I lost mine completly, and I've never been able to gain it back fully, no matter what I've tried, or what other's in their good natured attmepts have tried.

 

The woman I love still plagues my mind..

it's a bitter sweet illness.

 

But it's caused my decent into this beautifly black abyss which keeps me from the home I've created, the land I rule along side my twin sister Sage.

The whimsical lands of Wild Acre, where I am known by my softer side alone, not the monster I've allowed myself to become. I have thought about returning home, Maybe I will one day.